The lights were blinking
I put down my cup
I ran outside quickly
I thought I'd throw up
someone said something
that made my friend laugh
he filled up his cup
and asked her to dance
the girls were being girls
while the boys were being boys
and something spoke to me
amidst all the noise
like the lights all stopped
and the people all dropped
and a new revelation escaped
we're utterly confined
by the molds in our mind
so let's fucking get out of this place
This was written in college and just illustrates how different I felt then and always have. It's getting better now though. I don't feel like an outsider in social situations anymore.
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4 years ago
I used to feel that way too. It is getting better for me as well.
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